whay are people so anorexic?

well, i like lookbook.nu, i saw it and really like the style of many people on that page and i think it helps you get some new ideas and i wanted to create a profile there to upload my pics too (i'm only waiting my friend to give me the pics she took of me), but i also found there's a forum and clicked because i was so bored. and what did i find? http://forum.lookbook.nu/show/3977-My-ideal-weight-is i got shoked when i read most of the comments, why are people so anorexic? i'm the first one to be obsessed with appereance and weight and i like being slim but i don't want to be a walking skeleton, what's more, i doing some exercise regularly because i want to put on weithg a bit and get fit. i think having a fit body is more beautiful than being so skinny (and healthier of course) so i don't understand when people just want to be so skinny. i wear a 27-28 size and i don't want it to increase, but i don't want to weight 90 or 100 or 120 lb when i'm 5'7'', that's so so skinny, ugly and unhealthy

stupid issues :)

yep this is my myspace proof, a really big stupid thing every "scene" or bored person does when has a lot of spare time and wants to show myspace community that he or she is real and his or her profile is not a fake. so yes, i'm one of those people with spare time really bored at home, but the fact is that i love the video, because i'm perfect on it :) now i'm bored again but i cannot make any other myspace proof :(

well, now i'll talk about some other stupid issues i have xD i'm thinking of buying some silver/blue expression shampoo (or whatever the name is), and you'll ask why if i don't want to have my hair platinum. but my hair is light brown with golden highlights (you cannot appreciate in my pics but it's true) because i bleached my hair some time ago and the deying went away, so ends are golden blond, my hair is blond when it gets sunlight directly. and i think if i use that shampoo my hair will turn a bit dirty blond shade :) not sure, i'll try and tell you!

boo!

been ages since the last time i posted but didn't have time nor feel like doing it. my summer vacation, i work as a teacher and that's all, wanted to work on weekends too but didn't find anything yet. can't go on vacation, don't have money nor time ('cause i work from monday to friday) and i'm a bit confused 'bout my relatinship. have to study too but d0n't feel like doing it, when i switch on my pc i disappear from the world and do nothing appart from wasting time here. i've created a new youtube account, 'cause i don't remember my user name, so tomorrow i'm thinking of making a video of my myspace proof (yep i know it's stupid but i find it fun so i want mine too :) and then i'll upload on youtube :) i've been a bit "missing" on myspace too because of the same reasons.

well i've decided that my hair is still a mess, it doesn't grow properly 'cause of the dyeing and i'll never go to my hairstylist again 'cause she cut my hair the way she wanted to, and i don't like it. i'm thinking of taking some extensions as longer bangs but don't have any money :)

well, hope someone reads this 'cause lately nobody does it

nothing interesting

well i finilly finished horrible last week full of exams, i have just one more left next friday, and it'll be totally over till september, 'cause yes, i've failed some of them. this weekend has been awesome! :) on friday i had lunch with my bf and some friends, i was really tired, i ate too much and then i felt terribly bad, i couldn't walk, my back hurt and my feet too, i wanted to sleep, i won't eat that much ever again! but i had a good evening :) later my bf and i met a girlfriend of us and i had dinner with some friends at night. on saturday i woke up early 'cause i have street dancing class and after lunch i went to my bf's and stayed there till sunday evening, i wanted to stay at his till today but my mother wasn't in a good mood so i got home. you know what??? i've just found out from my cleaning lady that my parents are going on holiday for a few days this week, they never tell me those things, i always find out 'cause of my cleaning lady. but i'm happy :) i'll have some days to spend with my bf alone, not all of them though, i have a dancing master class on saturday for three hours.

i really love Nana, last friday i bought two more manga, the 13th and 14th 'cause i couldn't wait to read more. aww Hachi is so cute! love her :) and the story is a big drama. i also bought a new manga by the same author, an old one, but it was finally brought to spain :) it is the prequel to Paradise Kiss :) love them all!

well, i have to take some more pics

Don't have any other pic

this is a sticker i bought in la jolla when i was there :) you know that it is wrong written? in spanish it is a 'y' not 'll'. well, the thing is, i really like missing my written english class and find out that the teacher made an exam, a surprise one, and that we have an exam tomorrow (yep, another one) that we were supposed to have the 9th. yep, uni works well! the thing is that i don't know if i'd be able to take the exam i didn't take this morning, so i've gone to see the doctor because of my sore throat and this way i have some justification. and now i have to take some pills and antibiotic for some days :)

don't have much time!